this post is not about that movie of Robin Williams.
this is about a recurring dream that i am seriously and consciously attempting to not dream about repeatedly.
but this dream comes, unfolds and awakens me completely --- i am compelled to introspect, to examine and ask myself a myriad of questions that are always left unanswered anyway --- and then i dream again.
there were days that i allowed myself to swim in that pit of bottomless joy but there were days, yes, those days when i couldn't find sense in being happy after dreaming, eventually leading me to some guilt trip.
i have talked to (some) friends, asking why those dreams come. they couldn't understand it either.
do i dare understand it? not either. i'd just let those dreams come and go. after all, if they are just that, just dreams, then there's nothing to worry about. those dreams are just worth blogging on at the most siguro.
this is about a recurring dream that i am seriously and consciously attempting to not dream about repeatedly.
but this dream comes, unfolds and awakens me completely --- i am compelled to introspect, to examine and ask myself a myriad of questions that are always left unanswered anyway --- and then i dream again.
there were days that i allowed myself to swim in that pit of bottomless joy but there were days, yes, those days when i couldn't find sense in being happy after dreaming, eventually leading me to some guilt trip.
i have talked to (some) friends, asking why those dreams come. they couldn't understand it either.
do i dare understand it? not either. i'd just let those dreams come and go. after all, if they are just that, just dreams, then there's nothing to worry about. those dreams are just worth blogging on at the most siguro.
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