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| Tom at 2 months old |
i want to love you Tom. maybe not as much as i love Bo and Lee now but, at least, as much as how it all started. i am so sorry when there have been times (even with mr P around) that i was very vocal to wanting to return you because you were so sutil and how often i joked around that you were always angelic-looking when asleep.
forgive me tom for not being as patient and tolerant. i really want to but it has been a difficult journey with you. i pray that when you turn 3 months, you will be less of the powder keg and timebomb that you are now. you cannot imagine how i look forward to you growing up with Bo and Lee, especially when i see you snuggled close to either of them, when you seek them when you find yourself sleeping by your lonesome. i guess, tom, you are the true test bed for real parenthood. hopefully, when we overcome this phase together, mama will be more than ready even for boy triplets.
"Lord, please. bless my heart so i can give tom a bit of extra space in it because i am almost (always) in the brink of strangling him. *sob*"
2 comments:
sis, maybe tom gets bored more easily than your two older boys. try to give him more exercise para mapagod agad. hehe.
as for tom as the test bed for you being a parent, i think you are more than ready for it. i cannot count the times when i wanted to strangle my boy for his "deagle" ways (that's m's term for when colin is acting up). at syempre madalas ko ring sabihin na mabait sya pag tulog. but at the end of the day, you see the good traits and you feel contented and happy.
thanks julia! thanks for the vote of confidence. :)
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