shame shame shame

for the past months (or it must have been a year already), i have grown to gargantuan proportions.  thinking about losing weight seems to be a hopeless case now, now that it is hot like hell.  i cannot find myself not drinking ice-cold Coke (at least a glass every meal) or going out in the afternoons to jog.  because of the heat, i find solace at home, being a couch potato and enjoying every minute of it.  when i do go out on errands, i grab a tall glass of mango shake or java chip lite (sans the whipped cream).  and Summers, like the Christmas season, is a time for family reunions. you know how dining together is such a major production and execution in Pinoy families.

i cannot blame people if they, despite their high marks on GMRC, couldn't keep their shock AND would comment how aparadoric i have become.  i, on the other hand, could not totally find it in myself to make an excuse because it IS true.  however, i know i could have done better if it were not for this extra hot Summer.

when this summer is over and i remain to be complacent and non-resolute to change to a healthier lifestyle, i should be starved for the entirety of my lifetime. to be 36 and unhealthy is bad.

shame shame shame on this hag.